52 hats :: 40 - a simple beanie




So, last night I finished my first hat in two months. It felt good. Like I found back a part of myself that I lost along the way. I'm not sure if this means I'm back to it, but I'm extremely happy about this simple little beanie.

Things are still unclear here. We're back in Holland now and I have mixed feelings about that. Glad to see the girls and my parents again, not feeling at home in my own house.
The house is still for sale, but there is a chance that a contract will be signed this week. Finally. The buyers want to be sure they can buy an adjoining piece of land, but that's something we can't control, so it's been a waiting game for six weeks now.
We've been trying to buy a house on CuraƧao, but none of the houses we liked worked out, so when we return in January, we'll still be renting the tiny apartment. We are determined to find a real home soon though.

T.'s health is not too bad, though the cold and wet weather here are already wearing him out. I can't stop worrying about him, but part of that is my problem (anxiety), not his. Well, I hope it is.

Anyway, I cast on another hat and will be knitting to soothe my nerves. And maybe to finish the challenge. Who knows?