Right now I am...
:: feeling a lot more confident than I did this past week
:: happy to have sent of story #2 today
:: amazed that I actually teared up a bit on rereading one part of it
:: thinking that it's not fair that these booklets are looked down on so much.
People tell me that they won't be reading them. But this is not trash; there is no adult content in it (or I wouldn't/couldn't be writing it) and the quality of the story is very much depending on the one who wrote it. There are some that are a bit less good (mostly because those writers are very inexperienced), but that doesn't make me any less of a writer, or does it? And the fact that it's just a booklet and not a real book makes it very cheap. That's a good thing. It's not about the outside, it's the story that counts. At least, that's what I think. Oh well, I'll stop rambling now. I really enjoy writing these stories and it pays too, so I'll be submitting my synopsis for story #3 soon, no matter what people say.
:: switching to writing book #6 again. I think I'm so close to wrapping it up. I will miss that main character. I love her. She's a photographer, a traveler (as in not staying in one place for a long time) and very independent. I will have to make sure that I don't change her too much to make it a happy ending. I think that count (yes, really) will have to accept her for who she is.
:: wondering if you mind that I talk about writing so much in this space. It's just a very big part of my life right now.