Right now I am...
:: stressed out a bit
:: thinking I may need to change those self-imposed deadlines
:: still wanting to proof that I really can do it (2 books and 12 stories a year - I know of someone who does 7 books, 12 stories and some other work)
:: doubting my priorities at this point, I also love being a mother and a homemaker and I'm not sure I can do it all
:: knowing that things will work out like they always do
:: hoping to finish the first draft of book #6 today
:: thinking it may be a few days later though