Right now I am...
:: trying to convince myself that there is nothing wrong with taking some rest
:: needing to find some way to clear my head. It is full, too full to accomplish anything anymore (hmn... finishing book #5, editing book #4, writing that long story, starting book #6 - all that in less then two months... - it is a bit much I guess)
:: happy because I was asked to write more of those long stories
:: thinking I will work out how to do it all, someday
:: accepting (well, trying to accept) that at this point I am not able to do it all