Right now I am...
:: tired because I did a lot of (house) work today
:: frustrated because that didn't leave me any time to write (I have a novel to finish and some new work to prepare)
:: worried that I will always have to choose between the two
:: thinking that it might be a good idea to go back to a routine with complete days cut out for writing or housework
:: smiling because I know routines just don't work in this house
:: working on fully accepting that